The mister and I would like to wish everyone a Merry Christmas!

[from my company's holiday party]

If you ever need help remembering if it's Christmas, then go here.

Also, if you feel like being generous, don't forget about my wish list.

I'd also like to say THANK YOU to the followers that have stuck around the past few months.  I'm not sure if there are many of you out there (please feel free to say hi, I want to know who is still out there).

[via]

I seriously don't know why I am working today.

At least I have Monday off.

I had to. [via]

So, it seriously doesn't feel like Christmas to me.

We have two decorations in our entire apartment. It's pathetic.

We don't need much for Christmas, but these would be nice.

• Books. If you know me even a little, then this would be obvious. I have an entire wish list dedicated to books I want.  
• Money. We need a little bit of green.  We've been trying to save up to go to Texas in January and traveling is damn expensive!  Also, seeing as how we just had to buy a new car battery yesterday [bye bye $145!], we could really use some extra money in our Texas fund.
• Desk. Seriously. The set-up that Rob has going on right now is not working. Your back aches after like fifteen minutes. [We are actually taking care of this tonight. We're getting this. Thanks Craiglist!]

That's seriously all I can think of.  We aren't asking for much.

So please, Santa, will you bring us these items that we want.

So this weekend, I was a complete nerd.

I don't play computer games. Like ever.

I'll play random iPhone games, sure. But that's about it.

But this weekend, I spent NINE HOURS playing Star Wars: The Old Republic.

I'm not sure what came over me.  But I really had fun.

I am a Chiss Bounty Hunter.  And she's hot for being blue.

And I totally named her VeronicaMars.

Sorry for the crappy quality; I'll take a better one later.
Also, I'm not a level one anymore. I'M LEVEL 1O! ;)

 What things do you like to geek out over?

And the winner of the Ultimate TTC Giveaway is...

Whitney from A Magnolia Heart

The winner has been contact via email.  She will have 48 hours to respond.

I've seen people do this before, but this will be my first time participating.

1.  I'm really fucking tired.  So tired that I'm not sure how I'm going to make it through the day.  I've said that so many times, but every time I've made it.  I'm not sure how.

2.  I need some new black flats, but I'm super cheap so I don't actually want to buy any.  Normally I just get a pair at Payless, but I'm too lazy to even go look.

Maybe these?

3.  My book wish list is super long and ever growing.  I wish someone would just buy all of them for me. :D  I'm still looking for a book fairy.

4.  I have perpetual writer's block.  I never know what to blog about anymore. SOMEONE HALP!

5.  I want Chipotle.  Please bring.

6.  It really doesn't feel like the Christmas season.  I didn't put up our miniature tree because we really don't have anywhere to put it.  Especially with Pepper, I don't know if she'll eat it.

7.  I'm addicted to Storage Wars.  I've been watching it on Netflix.  What else it good on there?  I like watching TV shows.

8.  Wow.  This made me cry.  Read his update below the video too.

9.  My headband is giving me a headache.

10.  I'm still tired.

Well, I was going to post about this a little more eloquently, but I just never got around to it.  So!  We are no longer TTC.  I was too stressed.  We want to wait.  Now just isn't the right time. Yadda yadda yadda. You get it.

So I want to pass on all the supplies that I have to someone that will be able to use them before their expiration dates.

This giveaway will include:

• Two (2) Bottles of FertilAid for Women (2 Month Supply)
• Thirty-Seven (37) Ovulation Predictor Strips
• Seven (7) Clearblue Easy Digital Ovulation Tests
• Twenty-Three (23) Pregnancy Strips
• Three (3) First Response Early Response Pregnancy Tests
• One (1) Tube of Pre-Seed (40 gm Tube with 9 Applicators)
• One Surprise Item

I also have a IntelliGender test, I am unsure if this test expires.  I couldn't find a date, but I've had it in my possesion for awhile.  If you want it, I'll also include this in the winners package. If not, I'll likely throw it away.

I also have an opened bottle of FertileCM.  I don't know how many are left, but I didn't take all of them.  I'll include that as well, if you're interested.  If not, I'll likely throw them away.

I don't know how much everything is worth, but I'm sure it's a lot!

To enter, just leave a comment. It's that simple!
Please leave an email address in the comment so I am able to contact you!

• I'd prefer it if you followed my blog, but you don't have to.
• This giveaway is only open to the United States. Sorry! But since I'm shipping this myself I don't want to spend a ton on shipping.
• This giveaway will end in two weeks on Sunday, December 18th.
• I'll pick the winner on Monday and email them.  They'll have 48 hours to respond.  If I don't hear back from you within those 48 hours, then I'll pick a new winner.

Best of luck and happy TTC!

Where did the year go?

Christmas is in twenty-four days.

But it feels like it was just January.

It feels like we just celebrated our two year wedding anniversary in April.

But soon we'll be celebrating three years.

Where does time go?

Soon I'm going to be sixty and wonder where the time went.

I need to slow down and enjoy it.  We all do.

So, slow down and enjoy life.  Happy December, everyone.